December is the month of regrets for me more times than I wish it was. It’s the last month of a 12 month run of a year. It the month I force myself to stand still and see the seed I have planted in good and bad soil. I start the year off with a must do list and add faithless each month and take away. Some things are removed because I have master that task other because I can find a way to do them, and other stay on the list till they happen. I stand tall said what I will do and what I will not do. I pray and cry about my dreams why watching some come full circle why others just pass down to another year. Each time feel like another year has passed and I haven’t done anything I should have done or should have been. I’m a student of life and I have yet to discover why things work out for some versus others. Yes I know hard work because I have a PHD in hard work but it takes a lot more than hard work. I’m on a journey to find it because I know I have what it takes. I’m alive but yet to live. Why ordinary is okay for the world it’s not a space I can live in. I was made for something extraordinary and 2011 I will make it happen by any means necessary. This is my season and I will walk into it with my eyes open. So I want my New Year to show how hard I’m working to live my dreams because I’m giving it everything I got. I want my dream to happen because I’m giving it everything I got to make my dreams come true. So I’m giving it everything I got. Everything I got.
Happy Holiday and Make 2011 be your year for your greatness be happy and be bless beyond
